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I'm Not Gay : A Musical

I'm Not Gay : A Musical

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I'm Not Gay : A Musical

"grab the nightmare, look it straight in the eye"

2023

1h 41m

1.0(2 votes)

Drama

Music

Overview

Plagued by a hidden childhood trauma that is destroying his life, an obsessive-compulsive MMA fighter moves to Fire Island and pretends to be gay in order to buy the house of his dreams and exorcise his demons.

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Gravitas Ventures

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5 featured cast members

Starring

Sydney James Harcourt

Sydney James Harcourt

Misha

Alan Mingo Jr.

Alan Mingo Jr.

Maxi

Brad Bradley

Brad Bradley

Rush

George Dvorsky

George Dvorsky

Mr. Osborne

Griffin Santopietro

Griffin Santopietro

Carey

Creative team

Directed by: Scott L. Semer
Written by: Scott L. Semer
Produced by: Carrie Ormond

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