My Depression (The Up and Down and Up of It)

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My Depression (The Up and Down and Up of It)

"Life is not bad when I'm not feeling sad."

2014

0h 30m

7.4(5 votes)

Animation

Documentary

Music

Overview

Based on Elizabeth Swados’ picture book of the same name, this animated short film charts one woman's struggle with depression.

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Cast & crew

10 featured cast members

Starring

Sigourney Weaver

Elizabeth Swados (voice)

Steve Buscemi

Suicidal Thoughts (voice)

Fred Armisen

Pill Bottle (voice)

Dan Fogler

Rachel Stern

Vocalist (singing voice)

Joanna Bober

Hallie Cooper-Novack

Amanda Shechtman

Blonde Ponytail Girl (voice)

Stephanie Hsu

Matthew Gehring

Creative team

Directed by: Robert Marianetti
Elizabeth Swados
Written by: David Wachtenheim
Robert Marianetti
Produced by: Roz Lichter
Josh Hetzler

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