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Overview

A timeline of transformation, compiled from 8 years' worth of photos by and of transgender actress and filmmaker Robyn Adams.

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Robyn Adams

Robyn Adams

Self

Timothy Farrell

Timothy Farrell

Dr. Alton / Narrator (archival audio) (uncredited)

Lyle Talbot

Lyle Talbot

Inspector Warren (archival audio) (uncredited)

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Directed by: Robyn Adams

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