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If I Go Will They Miss Me

If I Go Will They Miss Me

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If I Go Will They Miss Me

2026

1h 29m

6.8(5 votes)

Drama

Overview

A poetic, emotionally expansive father-son story about Black family, grace, imagination, and the hope that love can transform even the most fragile relationships into something more healing and beautiful.

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Spark Features

Further Adventures

Merino Films

LinLay Productions

MACRO

The people behind it

Cast & crew

10 featured cast members

Starring

Bodhi Dell

Bodhi Dell

Lil Ant

J. Alphonse Nicholson

J. Alphonse Nicholson

Big Ant

Danielle Brooks

Danielle Brooks

Lozita

Kelvin Adekunle

2-Moon Friend

Bre-Z

Bre-Z

Jenn

Myles Bullock

Myles Bullock

JJ

J.J. Boone

J.J. Boone

Julia Rose

Zaria Kelley

Acacia

Mark K. Lane III

Mark K. Lane III

Trae

Kameron J Meadows

Kameron J Meadows

Lil Big Ant

Creative team

Directed by: Walter Thompson-Hernández
Written by: Walter Thompson-Hernández
Produced by: Josh Peters
Saba Zerehi

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