Killing Myself

Killing Myself

Killing Myself

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Killing Myself

"When someone notices you."

2022

0h 13m

4.0(1 votes)

Drama

Overview

Eve, a Filipino-American teenage girl, has decided she's going to kill herself and leave a suicide note for her mother. When she leaves the house to get cigarettes for one last smoke, she meets Dawn who pulls her into a fun ride - and while her mother discovers her suicide note, she rediscovers life.

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5 featured cast members

Starring

Emmeline Chuy

Emmeline Chuy

Eve

Abigail Hosford

Dawn

Summer Dawn

Eve's mom

Carl Ellis Grant

Cashier

Cara Jaye

Cara Jaye

Saxophonist

Creative team

Directed by: Jillian Junco

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